The Reflector of Spacetime Continuum

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2011-12-08T16:05:00.001+01:00

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2011-11-11T16:32:00.000+01:00

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2011-10-20T01:04:00.001+02:00

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2011-09-18T23:52:00.001+02:00

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..rubble.

2011-08-20T17:33:00.003+02:00

One dreams to roam the world.
A million miles a day to get to everywhere.
See, experience, taste, and feel.
Another day; another place.

Such a journey is a dream to one, a nightmare to many more.
Nothing might be achieved of this distance covered.
Everything may be lost.
That's a motive enough for one..for the risk is such temptation to refuse.

..spectrum.

2011-07-19T14:32:00.003+02:00

Balance should be present in all for everything to follow its natural corresponding cycle.
One tries, but cannot see this balance.
Most of the time, not only is its presence missing, its absentism is not even missed.
Yet things proceed to become and work.
Therefore, the balance is a lie.

A quick glance in the mirror shows havoc in the eye of one.
But there is balance present in one..only it is leaning towards the heavier part of the balance; hence unbalance.

One awakes.
Balance IS the unbalance itself.

..the dismissal.

2011-06-01T23:02:00.003+02:00

Any end has a beginning,
To get to the end one has to start,
As time goes by it starts thinning,
Up to one to prove who's smart.

Trying is failing,
Doing is achieving,
Finishing is progress,
Quitting invokes distress.

Suddenly the revenant comes back,
Surprise on the face of the knowledgeable,
No one knew what made one's presence lack,
Asking was one way but One showed a bit unstable.

Many thought One a quitter,
Hence those looks and thoughts of bitter,
Only One knew what was his reason,
Remember all of nature follows its season.

..sharpen.

2011-05-09T01:44:00.002+02:00

Or forever hold your peace..
Is peace what one is looking for?
If so, one did not need reminding.
If not, why bother?

Just like a whole batch of good fruit can be ruined by one bad one;
The same can happen to a pure mind with one horrendous thought to act.
Who's to stop one?

Perhaps two..

..linger to die.

2011-04-18T01:52:00.003+02:00

As the trees swiveled in the light breeze, the drum sounds echoed in the forest.
The air surrounding the area was animous, full of life.
The animals were hunting at the wild.
The hunters were hunting at the hunting wild.
All was balanced, harmony was everywhere.

A sudden sound new to the atmosphere.
Everything stopped and tried to locate its origin.
And so the search began..

..feeder.

2011-03-20T04:31:00.003+01:00

Wolf looks up to the dusking sky.
Eagle sees the sparkle the Wolf's murderous eyes.
A hoot, the Owl has spoken.
No longer under the radar of nature, for the Wolf is now very well present to life.

A shooting star lights the sky for a brief moment.
Wolf has blended in again, no longer visible.

A stone fell into the lake, the sound disturbed the silence.
The Owl snapped at the source, it was the wolf again.
The Eagle soared off into the distance, a Crow in its talons.
With a glimpse and a shudder, the Owl took to the air to find its favourite prey.

The Wolf glanced at the moon and let off the usual howl of the night.
It seems only Wolf cannot disappear.

..carrier of seeds.

2011-02-21T23:48:00.002+01:00

A certain organism is produced after a battle with its own creation.
Complex in structure yet simple in function.
Knows what its job is, gets to work.
Succeeds by doing, fails by trying.
Privileges are only a dream for the worker does not deserve a rest.

For all this, only a pat and no medal.
Good job son; you have made a world for yourself, but you cannot enjoy it.

Look at the others, they are destroying it..give them a medal.
Why?
Undoing is more rewarding?
Forget the vision, the pain that follows the happy thoughts..
That flower will do.

..holes in the rock beneath.

2011-01-01T05:50:00.002+01:00

So sorry to see such damage, such danger among.
Pity is no longer necessary.
Abuse, re-abuse, refrain from fixing, just spit.

When a system fails, is one obliged to repair it? Or just ditch it for a new one?
Might as well, uselessness to all may be life to another.
So search the scattered graveyard for what one does not need.

It just might be what one really needs.

..bittersweet need.

2010-12-13T13:17:00.003+01:00

Strands from the same piece of cloth are similar.
What if one wishes for a piece of cloth with dissimilar texture?
Can it be done?
Is it too much for man to accept diversity within the same piece?

Enlarge the view of the concept; can man accept one another for being different from oneself?
If our bodies did not reflect light and the colour of the skin didn't show..how different would one be from one another?

Maybe it is too much to ask for, one might just stick to the fabricated cloth the tailor offers..or make his own.

..master's call to clouds.

2010-11-20T11:42:00.002+01:00

On the march towards life, one sought to be the best one can.

Making use of the proper values of morality learned, either through self-tutoring or via guidance, the results of such acts proved questionable in one's mind.

Sharing, did not always yield the satisfaction of seeing others happy; especially when the items shared ended up destroyed, damaged or lost.

Understanding, situations involved having to agree with opinions even though one did not share the same theories..just for the sake of showing compassion.

Respect, too much of it was given, not much was given back in return.

Discipline, mostly attributed to one's self had repercussions later, when inducing on others guilt followed.

Honesty, like a flower's life; was blooming in the beginning..ended up dead and broken.

Responsibility, accepted when success was sure; denied when failure was seen.

Love, a taste which proved to be more sour than one expected, so that drink was also never ordered again.

..strains of mist.

2010-11-06T03:01:00.001+01:00

Go back in time,
Go back in time,
To that point in line.

Certain moments speaking truth,
Others leaning far from truth,
Yet all in all one is left mute.

The kindling flame within the brain,
Capable of leaving one insane,
Oh how one longs for that mane.

The fog clears itself to reveal,
The focused image of such appeal,
That one does not wish to stay under the heel.

..of red and skin.

2010-09-21T16:12:00.002+02:00

There she was in the perfect dress.
And one saw her in all her glory.
Never saw her before, but knew she was the one..or so one felt.

The first step was to engage conversation with, and that one did with ease.
Alas one could not hold back, grabbed her hand to caress and respond well she did.
A smile like no other appeared on her face, and grin like a merry boy one also did.

The cheeks just happened to have met, the lips followed.
Happiness in the most silent form had happened.
Happiness within the mind, for then the eyes opened up and what one saw was the ceiling..for it was but a dream.

One knew then, how it had to happen but one did not know whence.

..transfered, not lost.

2010-08-10T14:54:00.003+02:00

The senses are precise according to how the body treats them.

One cannot hope to be good at something dedication cannot be found for in the pure heart.

Silence can help motivate and teach those that listen to it.

Motion is exciting to those that embrace the wind along their body.

Explosions colour the lives of those that use their eyes well.

The salt in the air give life to the taste buds of those that respect themselves.

They say fire is a bad master, but it has been the heart of this planet for millions of years.
I am the servant of this land, knight me for a just cause.

..clattering of the sinewaves.

2010-07-24T17:28:00.003+02:00

The broken pieces laid there for a thousands years on since gravity attracted them closer to it; when they were still one.

They did not lead a happy life before those years.
One can say they started living exactly when it got freed from itself.

Being born is not accurate, because life is best described by gazing at a blossoming flower at dusk when the light touches its veins.

The beginning of the end happened in 824th of a second.

No one dared moved the broken pieces, since they seemed so much happier in a state of destruction than unity.

This only works on bodies that fall, and are stopped by the hardened ground below them.
Will you stay broken?

..the beings without.

2010-06-24T17:37:00.003+02:00

Redirecting, another word for avoiding your request.
Once found, it may again not be the best.

One would hope for the best for it is optimum.
What of the best of the worst?
Will that be enough for one?

The deserted road onwards to freedom has so many warning signs that the illiterate are afraid of it.
The crown has fallen, there is shall remain until the time has come.

..the key does not match.

2010-05-10T14:36:00.002+02:00

The window is open for the time is now.
A rhythm in the distance to remind one of the mission.
The journey is long and unsure.

Not sure of what to find.
Not being able to ask and find out of what lies ahead.
Bleeding will not stop unless aided.

Same happens in life.
For in death, no one can tell of its tales.
It is something all beings must pass from but no one lives after experiencing death.

The knife falls and anchors its blade into the ground, it is now one with the earth.
One finds peace when the lock is opened and whatever lies inside is accepted.
But alas, the key is of wrong build..could it be that this lock is not one's own?

..the time before.

2010-04-18T11:19:00.002+02:00

To realise one is alone in the world he used to live int,
When seeing that the one man of the same kin is himself,
Fear takes over by nature.

The handyman picks up his tools and works till satisfied,
The mechanic fixes machinery for optimum efficiency,
The carpenter builds a chair to sit upon,
The musician grabs an instrument and plays till his body aches.

A chance to be heard and noted for what one is,
Is something worth fighting for,
When all is dead, live on faith.

Quando omni flunkus, moritati.

..three lines, a circle and an oval.

2010-03-20T08:34:00.002+01:00

Every species has its own time after birth, to learn from its surroundings.
Some stick to their parental guardian to learn directly from them.
Other creatures are on their own the moment they hatch, sometimes not even seeing their own parents.

This all comes down to how strong the creature is, how good its defensive mechanisms are.
The human estimates a good 20 years to be able to fend for itself, compares to other creatures..that is very weak.
Yet some consider themselves an example of a deity, if this is true, then it must be one weak deity.

Dependent on so much stuff, one cannot overlook the fact that the human race rose to power by adjusting to situations presented and making do with what is available at hand.
Lords of destruction, masters of deception, kings of all lies, and ministers of death.

Better buckle up for impact, duty calls.

..the amnesiac self.

2010-02-20T15:08:00.001+01:00

It happened a while ago.
He can't remember what he was doing, who he was talking to.
He opened his eyes and the darkness took a while to fade into the light.
Dizziness followed and soon after he was was on the floor again, face eating the floor.

A drunk state of mind, so poisonous.
Red eyes, heavy breathing, pale skin..seemed almost undead but also not alive.
Opened his mouth, but a cloud of dust just flew out.
Terrible fate for a man.

Because of being able to live again from that condition, he named himself jesus.
Not because he thought he was the son of some god.
But he rather believed that he was going to die for something important and failed, than being sick.

He now walks the streets, if you see him, do not laugh.
Do not ignore.
Just be.

..harmony of the lesser evils.

2010-01-26T22:14:00.003+01:00

Seeking that which is not easy to achieve,
That which is not easy to keep,
That which is hard to forget,
Peace and tranquility free from disturbances.

A thousand time winner,
A thousand time loser,
Zero is the outcome,
Of so many tries.

Staying true to the cause,
Whatever drives our soul to the edge and back,
And them happy tunes when we succeed,
Why is it that the happiest stuff are free but the hardest?

..the idea of what is.

2009-12-31T04:17:00.002+01:00

Lost from the beginning, there was no hope.
Why was the mind so sure on what was unobtainable?

Clouded judgment of what is, what is to be.
A void action turned to misunderstanding...backfires.

One can only hope to learn from such stupid mistakes.
Shattered as I am, I will not give in to the blinding light ahead.

Sincerely, is it worth it?

..the escape.

2009-11-29T22:44:00.003+01:00

Appalled by the world around him, he could not look into other peoples eyes.
Screamed when he came in contact with the sinners.
But she was his only comfort.
Head between his arms, she cuddled closer & laid her head on his neck.
And for the first in a very long time..he felt safe, warm & loved.

..a new religion.

2009-10-26T20:41:00.003+01:00

For what we say,
Before we pay,
What must we do?
Else what for who?

Around Around goes the wheel,
Always working but not keel,
Crank is the force oh what sight!
To teeth and bone work thy might.

Help and be helped tis not true,
In lonely state 'll see it too,
For the bonding creature fails,
One after one not does bails.

..the space that is You.

2009-09-30T23:48:00.002+02:00

What is your purpose here?
Why are you looking at this screen?
Is there something you are looking for?
Something you need?
Something you lack?

Maybe so, maybe not.
However, first of all, do you know who you are?
You once were given a name for yourself.
Do you live truly to that name?
Do you even know its meaning?
Some are given nicknames based on what they do or come from.

We are all just a number, xxxxy given to us @ birth.
Identity is no longer sought or even looked after.
Honour is lost, dignity is being questioned constantly.
Loyalty has no meaning.

Do you fight for something?
Do you mean something?
A picture may be used as a reference to you.
If you are cloaked, would those that recognize you still see you as you?
I say you are just another figure going to its destination..if you even got one.

You have to earn your place, fight for it and respect it.
Since after all, we are all replaceable.

..sound the vocal chords!

2009-08-29T12:46:00.004+02:00

The Sun has risen,
The air has gotten lighter,
Tis another day given,
He is everything but a fighter.

Another day,
Another way,
To pass the time,
Since the first chime.

Through the window now,
Not all light can be described,
Behold the weapon against thou,
The mind even though it can be bribed.

What he sees he observes,
What he observes he records,
What he records he thinks,
What he thinks, he knows.

..the outline of the concrete.

2009-07-22T19:23:00.005+02:00

The tears of the man, be the tears of us all.
To see what done be can, always look to what be the fall.

There is an allegiance in all of us, to whom to what be it?
Lead your way to what grants you thus, the peace and serenity of living free of cuss.

The soldier fights for the king he never met, the priest answers to a god of mind.
The servant works under a golden hat, the worker is loyal to what he can find.

Buried in the warmth of our hearts, lies a demon an angel alike.
It is all in the way you play your cards, in which you set to fire your darts.

An aim in life a target presents, but its not the destination its the path you take.
Which brings brings any animal to its defense, even though it might be all in fake.

Breathe with me this air of earth, this powerful force of sturdiness.
So we can all together berth, in peace and love to provide happiness.

..the eerie.

2009-06-30T18:32:00.005+02:00

Man is an intelligent creature.
The mind is the ultimate machine.
Voice is the sensitive sound of humans.

Language is the complicated gathering of similar sounds that are comprehend-able to humans.
One different sound in a language can be noted as an accent.

What the eye sees, the mind knows to be.
What the body feels, the heart suffers the most.

All in all a star does not blink just like a human never stops thinking.
Better yet it might just be better to not think at all.

..hiding the darkness with light.

2009-05-13T18:39:00.004+02:00

Plucking the first string.
Sitting in a second Eden.
Flowers blooming around.
River flowing to the end.
Life all around.

Mesmerize me a third time.
Sing for me a fourth time.
Eyes of crystal penetrating my soul.
Makes me want to stay ground-low.

The fifth of the acts.
The poem of all the knights.
The sixth sensation of things to come.
All in all but tis not the one.

Pebbles fight the stones.
Seventh element hardest of all.
Time goes by, it is the eighth of the night.
Darkness all around, the ninth star I count.
And the tenth Moon I see tonight.

..the fiery handcuffs.

2009-04-19T22:35:00.003+02:00

You are safe.
Oh yes you are safe.
You are protected.
You are protected by a system.
A system that also controls you.
A puppet force of the same system watches over you, also known as the police.

Liberty and freedom do not mean the same thing.
And by freedom I mean political freedom.

Oh yes you are safe.
Especially when you can bribe any ''law-abiding'' official to make sure you win every time, and this the rich and the powerful do.
Respect is what you may call it.
But another principle I see more important in life, honour.

Honour gains respect by following the code the person chooses to follow, not change them whenever something comes up and he has to act to change his fate.
Meanwhile the lower classes are the blind followers and fans of those up there.
Up there does not mean heaven, there is no heaven in a world full of corruption.

You wonder why there is so much bad in this world, oh well just look up!
Many promise to give and share what they gain, but so far I never saw anyone hold on to this.
You might say there is also good in this world, well its good that you are so optimistic as to ignore the bad but we are all humans and bad is what we do.

Id quod nos unit, est id quod nos separet.

..and they call this center, Hunab Ku!

2009-04-06T22:42:00.006+02:00

Symbolism in front of us, symbolism all around us.
Did you ever stop and think why thinks seem kind of strangely familiar the way are projected as an image into your brain?

It might never occur to you that the burning cigarette lying on the floor represents your life, as you burn yourself with how you choose to live.
Or how the clouded rays of the sun might represent a message that is trying to arrive your way, but some medium just will not allow it.
When you break everything down, you realise how life is more complicated than a job, money and love.

Many-a-times did man try to decrypt his own life and outcome via supernatural mediums like fortune tellers or tarot cards.
The few moments of doing so jeopardizes the on-going string of life known as destiny.

I do not follow religions, but if I do, surely it would not be a monotheistic one.
Out of all available, Buddhism makes the most appealing call of all...a pure way to find peace in nature among the surroundings.

One's actions in this world affects the others around him and his own image.
One must think and try to foresee the possible outcomes, before initiating in any grave decisions.
The spirit, soul and the body are one...one for one, all not.

The main interest should be self-preservation as a race, but the stupidity of such a race will be the death of its own.
Corrupted, bribed, crime-loving, lying, betraying to each other.
Human is the name of the disease.

Pondera orbis , solvo vestri phasmatis , servo vestri.

..the great flaming sky.

2009-03-13T22:08:00.003+01:00

The flame, a simple energy of a burning cloud of gas, emitting out its rays of light.
A very good heat source, the best in mother nature.
The presence of a flame can be sensed from a distance, man looks for the source anytime he feels the need for it.
Man also learned to evade it when he have had enough of it especially when it is present in abundance.
So man does have a limit, man does know when it is too much, cause he knows too much of a good thing can be a bad thing.

The Sun, the oldest form of such an energy known to man before he found out he can create fire from sticks and stones.
The great flame in the sky.
Why does man take it for granted?
Why does man shadow himself from its powerful energy?
Shallow is the person that does not appreciate the sun for what it truly is, a guardian of all living things.

A certain flower helianthus annuus or the 'sunflower', is called so not only because of its majestic appearance, but because it follows the sun through the day, facing East at sunrise and West at sundown.
One must admire the fact how nature handles itself.
If only man had not polluted the world, the Garden of Eden would not have become near extinction.

The only god one can see, lights it up for man everyday.
It's the light inside that one must light for himself.

Videlicet caeli , planto a semita pro lux lucis vitae.

..when you feel like nothing can help you.

2009-03-01T19:16:00.008+01:00

You often hear 'To live your life, you have to let go of the past' but have you ever asked yourself 'How can you forget a past, that made you'.
Many just cannot accept themselves for who they are.
If one wonders whether the small and simple things he did last year, last month, last day, or the last minute, would have let him to be who he is at the moment.

Pursuing something hoping for being happy, can be simplified to the pursuit of happiness.
Simplified, but it is not simple.
Hence the word "pursuit" before "happiness".
All the actions done in the past have been made with intention to get better than one is at that moment, otherwise the action would not have been made.
A single fault in a chain will cause a chain link to collapse.
Same thing happens to a man.
A weak moment comes along, falls for it and is never able to get back on his feet.

These Sisyphean moments can show you who you are and what you are weak for.
Do not ignore them.
Observe them.
Learn to evade and counter these weaknesses.
Fight fire with fire, because 'Heaven is a Lie'.

Quod fides infidelis servo vos perperam verus.

..and I was left to burn, forever!

2009-02-08T16:01:00.001+01:00

Does not man strive to be in the most perfect way possible?
That is all he ever did!
The wish to become something more superior than his nature.
That is why he invented all the gods in past years.
Man created god in his image as the perfect thing he can become.
However, somewhere along the years, the purpose of the gods was lost and they became something man hopes to save him from the greatest fear in life; death.
The one thing that gives man hope is eternal life, which he hopes to achieve in another world after death so he should not fear it.
I do not believe in life after death.
I will embrace death when the time comes.
Yes I do believe in destiny.
It comes the way you hope for it, but not in the same way.
A favourite lyric of mine is:

"A veil of ignorance is in motion
Continuing throughout multiple generations
Let me be the one that deliver you from the deceit
And back into perfect accordance with the laws of nature".

It means that religion controls man nowadays, he is a slave of something which he created.
And in the end, that is how man sees himself, a slave.
You can see this in books, movies, poetry.
Man is weak, and he knows it.
Only the future and most recent generations fail to see this fact.
The light might be shed on the matter, but it is you who has to seek and understand its meaning.
..forever, I shall burn for this!

Exuro in abyssus

..sunset in a flash.

2009-01-11T18:55:00.000+01:00

One day, sitting and looking at the world outside from the roof of a house I know as my home, I find myself looking briefly at how the path of a sun would be.
A huge complicated spot of light watching over the Earth, nourishing it with the heat, rays and beams of electromagnetic radiation.
Clouds are illuminated by the sun which despite of all the light, we cannot see entirely what is happening.
Funny how nature works in secret from the rest of the universe.

I notice at that moment what my life looks like from the eyes of the world. I have, or had a plan, on what to do when I would come to the point of living life to the full.
And that does not mean partying all time, with a lustful being, drinking and smoking till I cant see straight or till I cough up blood.
No that is not a life by my standards.
It's that time when you have to choose a path that will lead you to what earns you money to sustain your way of life.
The time when you have to pay and work hard to maintain that life.
The time when you live under your roof and not someone's else.

My dream was to fly, but I know now that it's very difficult to achieve, that is why they call it a dream job.
My second was to be a soldier, but having to change yourself to make a whole army look alike just to be efficient for killing another just is not me. Besides being under the control of a government is against my views.

So up till now I am dreamless, and hopeless. Many might see me as a pessimist, but they surely do not see me for who I am therefore they do not know me. I just see life how it is and accept it for what it is. Life is a fucker, there is no heaven, there is no hell. It is just this one life to make the most out of.

I hoped for a sign of truth in this, and that is when the sunsetted. A sign of nature. Now it is the moons turn to watch over us...Semper Fidelis!

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..I just don't understand!

2008-12-14T02:40:00.000+01:00

All this you can't do this you can't do that is really annoying! I am talking about piercings and other image-related stuff! I just happen to be a bodymod lover, I get my favorite piercings because I really want them and I love them!

How can the school or the workplace tell you, you can't have them?? Personally they are telling me they don't want me there because they become a part of me once done and no way am I changing myself for others!

I think and am almost sure it evolves around the concept of relativism! So don't tell me the government does not want them, because if you want my view on the governments read my November post..(ok to save you precious time) FUCK THE GOVERNMENT!! If you do not appreciate my love for such things, either bear with me or just shut up and live your old life!

It is already hard for me to not dress up in my style everytime I go there, so do not make it harder for me, please! (<-that was just to show you I can be nice if treated right ;] )

..the thing of being a human!

2008-12-11T19:13:00.000+01:00

Humans are animals! Yes we are..just because we know how to write, think, imagine and create doesn't mean we are much superior than the other inhabitants of this world. Our forefathers just got the chance to evolve before the others...and evolved drastically!

I m nuts! you might say..but can you give me the point of living this life? No I'm not tired of living but all this 'I am the best' mentality is really annoying! Let's face it: we humans are the only race that can conjure up enough hatred towards each other and kill one another for the sole reason of 'I don't like you man!'

Religion helped push this fact forward long ago, making people kill people for their faith! What a nice way to ''secure your fate''. I believe I am an animal! And I do think like one..but I use my human nature also to judge my actions! That's what makes us animals humans! And what makes humans animals you ask? The thirst for blood, not for consumption, but to quench want of superiority! The greediness of getting to the top, instead of helping a fellow human/animal (be it a bird, dog, cat, etc).

Being a human is good though..at least for those that know how to be one! So I can imagine myself roaming free like a horse, racing the wind like a cheetah, soaring through the sky like an eagle, roaming through the depths of the oceans like a whale..and basking in the sun like a bear!

Yes..I am a human!

..I will let it out!

2008-11-17T19:43:00.000+01:00

Is it really worth it? Having all these mirages and lies guiding us all to a point called perfection but its just the point that we can't get to. Humans are very contradicting in every means possible, it is like in our nature to do so.

I myself, as an Anarchist sometimes feel like i m contradicting myself but then I come to the point where I realize I was forced to do so by the "leading" law wanna-be system known as the government. What a joke, a person finds a way to control his life and then decides he must control ours just because he can talk and managed to teach his dog how to barrel roll.
I don't give a sh*t who is in control over a country because they are just normal people wearing a suit, a neck-tie and went to law school.

It is really funny and sad at the same time watching fellow humans fight each other over a political party that just does the exact same thing of its counterpart..but using different words! The damage a human brain can come up with is amazing. What do we hope to gain with all this hatred amongst ourselves? Can't the ''effective'' governing system stop all this nonsense? Or must a new religion and a new all mighty god be born to do this?

Yes..I am Atheist!